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| Even demons feel good sometimes. |
SUBMITTED BY: brunrn1
SUBMITTED ON: February 24, 2009 |
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| Rant |
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| Horror |
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| Demons Everywhere |
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DEMON SUICIDE
By Ron Bruno
How I long for death
But that sweet oblivion is yet to be mine
What does that mean you ask?
Well let’s just say, I’ve had enough of my existence
Before I continue with this, I will let in on a secret
I am a demon, not one born in hell
But one that was, you can say, born from hell
If you’re smart enough, I’m sure you can understand the meaning of that
Sometimes demons are created from the hell they witness
From the time they are small babies and it continues to grow with them
Stronger and stronger the older they get and the more they see
Making it hard to believe in anything else but pure evil
Pure hatred for all mankind
Because let’s face it, mankind is full of anger and hatred
It may to you as whining and you know what, it may be
But I have to end this demon
I use the word demon as a disease, not a character
Because I believe becoming this way is a disease
I have to admit in the beginning it was in some ways amusing
Watching from my pulpit as you people killed, raped and tortured each other
However, I have grown tired of this, and almost starting to feel guilty
In the beginning I felt I wanted this “disease” forever
Now, I want it removed
I want to be removed
I only wish one time I could feel some good
To look out there and see something in light and not darkness
I always wondered what a true smile would feel like to have
All of mine have been masks
Devoid of all human emotions and feelings
I don’t want pity, nor do I deserve any
I just want to die
A demon that is tired of being a demon
Just wants to leave this world
There is nothing for me here
I just want, though I am in no position to want or have anything
I want the one thing I have never been able to have
A smile, a true smile, a demon no more I will be
So I leave you with that, my suicide note for anyone who finds
This demon you have read of is finally free of his “disease”
I feel my lips moving in a strange way now
Something I have never felt before is coming over me
Is this my true smile I have longed for?
If only this moment could last longer…………. |
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